G.od why?

Tell me God what have I done; tell me God what is it?

Why do you allow me to be pierced? Why do you allow their knife to hit?

Does my pain color your world? Do my tears fill up your sea?

Please tell them how much I hurt, please show them how deep I bleed

I used to pray

For my soul to be slay

If only peace

Would claim its place.

But the never ending

Thump and beating

Steals the air

Of a heart at risk.

Oh, God why don’t you?

Hear me, hear my plea.

See my pain, see my grief.

Let me breathe, let me be.

Only You,

Know my wish:

To disappear, to forget

So many tears, a secret,

A soul  at see, 

A hope in me;

For a life,

That will never be.